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I fall into through design-stress mode. I sleep dreaming or maybe half-sleeping all night with designs all over my mind and head. This is so bad, I ended up waking up forgetting all designs except one. ROAR!

I'm new but I do not biteeeeee.

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Studies show that women tends to eat more when they are over-worked. How true is that?

I woke up with a stomach that screams hungry now. It was meant to be a sleep but I was awake by damm boon call and cant fall into sleep now! roar!

And now feeling hungry, hungry man makes a angry man. I'm craving for cheesecake and soba.

I was taught that, never to look down on people when we are at the top, cause you would never know when you will fall. 

Welcome to the life, the war that everybody speaks about. 

I never knew much mankind are nasty till I drink the taste of it.
What for put plastic on face, so ugly! , when things said aren't really what one think within.

Death is something that is part and parcel of life.
An unexpected death, my grandma's best friend pass away suddenly.
I'm so shock to hear that.
I will miss the kind look on her face.

It is terrible, it has been those nights whereby nights were taken for day and day were taken for night. Been sleeping in the day and active at the night. It has been here for a few days, say hello! to bad skin and aging etc. This is what happens when I'm not working. Argh!!!!

Smelly went HK today. Envy! though I'm just back from there like a week ago? 
My personal dream is to make it a point that I get to travel twice a year excluding sentosa and malaysia =.=" with my own hard earning money.
Next aim destination, taiwan. My friend want to see Wu Zun. Life long dream destination since young, egypt.

Speaking of Wu zun, been watching videos of him at youtube for past 2 nights. I do understand why a friend of mine is so crazy of him. He brings out a yet mature, yet playful side of him which is like, cute!!!!! And my impression of da dong is like down the long kang. He is too much of a mcp.

I'm so surprised to recieve an sms from a primary school friend asking to join us for ktv pub, but sadly I'm not going cause like so waste money just to sing 2 songs leh. And I can't drink cause of alcohol allergy. So requested for a overnight sat night out for the very last time :( my last prata session too.

I guess friendship is like a relationship, occasional cool-off period do bring back 2 individuals. I've learned that things do not always seems like what it has been on the outside. What's seems real do not necessary be that. What plays a part is that, being true to others is the most important factor. My mum always tell me that, a friend is like a mirror, they are reflections, how you treat them is how they treat you. Be stingy to them, they would be to you too. 

I've also come to understand these words he once told me : " trust is important, without trust, even love could never cover this error. " 
 

"If couples are met by fate,
Is breakup a heaven decide destiny?
Everything around us,
happens so naturally,
But, it doesn't really..."

His birthday. His suprise gift from me, his first sms to me after so long. It has been months, soon a year.
Would things be different if all these have not happen?
I'm silly, I'm sorry for growing up so late and ended up losing you and me.
I'm sorry I've lost the dreamcatcher you gave me. 
Nights are filled with nightmare as there is no longer a dream catcher to catch my dreams.
I miss the night when you gave me the dream catcher and told me : " From tonight onwards, there would be no nightmares anymore."

I wanna another suprise of a whole row of my favourite drink, yakult.
I wanna another suprise of a packet of my favourite snack, seaweed.
I wanna another suprise of my fave lunch/dinner, subway chicken breast.
I wanna another suprise childish fight of us again screaming each other's head off.
I wanna another peek-a-boo with ya as you know I'm shy to look into your eyes and look away when you stare at me too hard.

I would wake up a brand new day with those sunshine smiles on my face.

As a old friend tells me : " your still filling with those smiles, happy go lucky attitude of yours just like those back in primary school days."
And how long ago is that!!!!

Pigsy is like opening his wide arms waiting for me to join the workforce, it seems so yesterday that I join the school and he grad from there. It seems so yesterday I'm still waiting for admission and he has been struggling his school work. 
Those are the days whereby money wasn't much of a problem, responsibilities barely there. But now, times have changed, thinking start to change. Friends who stays and friends who leaves due to thinking difference. As the saying goes : " The proper way is not for man to live, but to function."

Interview with the fashion weeks seems screwed up, told friends who concern that I would never get the job :( 
The taxi uncle screwed up the starting of my day with tons fucks that I just wanna stuff some dead mice up his god-damm ass. Being sick is not helping me feeling any better at all. He is like making a big fuss with the 50dollars note. Seeing him stone without any actions for a LONG time, I'm like telling him : "hello, I'm late for my interview, so can faster change the money and give me." and he blows his top and goes like : " you people think taxi driver is money changer?!! NO!!! WE ARE NOT!!!!"

And after a much suggestion to this stupid taxi driver that he could actually have his money changed at the eatery as there is many of them there which he went and bought kueh and after passing me money he goes : " you better not do that again." I'm like : " diam la" and rushing off to my interview. It is just a 50dollar note for crazy sake and he make up such a big fuss!!!! I think I can spa my hair with all these time listening to his nonsense.

Ok too much of an entry, hong kong was great!!!! I could hold on to the bus pole and cry not to go home. I wasn't home sick though there for many days. I'm more like travel deprived now :(

A call to rush me down, she called me to attend the birthday party as she wants to see me. I never thought that it was a harsh decision out of my own childishness.


Great grandma passed away and the funeral was held before they were home yesterday. I was too tired and fall asleep to realise they were home and right in front of me.

Work drives and make me sleep deprived. I'm off to prepare and get out of the house.